Published: 7 months ago

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I made a mistake. About in September I was a friends place and we were cooking together I had strong feelings for her for a long time I thought she was amazing and I don't know why I did it but I kept putting my hand on her shoulder when we were talking I didn't even realise I was doing it till I left , she spoke to me about it after she said she wasent upset about it and I did apologise and she did forgive me and we have spoken a few times sence but I feel so guilty about it like I've done something far worse then what I did and I've been struggling to live with it sence then I know nothing bad is gonna happen so I'm not worried about it and I've used it as motivation to better myself but I still feel like a monster I'm not trying to play some victim no what I did was wrong but it's in the past and I've learnt from so why do I still feel so guilty about it

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Published: 10 months ago

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Continuation.. due to her past experiences of cheating she feels like I deserve it all. So I have to suffer all the consequences of what I've done. And now every move I do she have to know about it, All of my socmed account is now deleted or deactivated I don't do any of those now for 1 whole year now and I can't also do the things I want to do. She still doesn't know of what I did in the past and right now believe me I'm trying to make it up for her however it's draining me. And I'm hoping that one day it will be okay because right now my lingering feelings for my ex is almost fading however due to our situation I don't know if I will keep going or put an end to this and focus on my family and myself. I really think that everything that is happening is because of the sins I've made. And I'm thinking what if I didn't do that then I imagine me and my ex if we're still together being super happy. And I know it's wrong. The reason why I'm writing this is to say I'M SORRY FOR EVERYTHING

Published: 10 months ago

Too bad she is going to push him all the way out her desire to control him has not gone unseen she maybe tad bit delusional, I give as much grace as possible today this over. You should not try and fight this your on the list now you are notice! So please one last time tell me not to pretend to be him!

Published: 1 year ago

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This May sound silly, but i just realised that when i was a child, i was a bad person. I remember stealing candies from a girl in my class, and also stealing eraser and from other people, and i even remember how i used to bite erasers when i was a kid. I just wanted to let it out...i changed, of course, but keep thinking these and other moments, wich make me just stop doing things for myself because i think i don't deserve them...(Sorry if my grammar is bad, i'm note english native speaker)

Published: 1 year ago

It sounds like you were just a kid. Don’t beat yourself up. Kids do some crappy things sometimes but it’s not necessarily defining of them.

Published: 1 year ago

Honestly, I did some rotten things as a kid too. Looking back on that gives me perspective as an adult, and I've made amends with everyone I could, so I don't think about it too much.

Published: 11 months ago

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Published: 9 months ago

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I slept with a prostitute and feel awful about it. There’s this girl I wanna take seriously but it happened and I know she will hate me. Not as an excuse for reference I have been dealing with major depression disorder and recently have been struggling to cope. Which is why I did something so out of character for myself