If I could go back in time and show him in person definitely, he was trustworthy and his gf was hot too. Definitely missed out on an opportunity prom night to go back to a hot tub the 4 of us as well.

I shit myself the other day

When we started dating my bf had this stupid shirt with a pinup girl with her ass crack hanging out, I jokingly said to him, "you can't wear that, other guys are going to get aroused when they look at you!" He demoted it to a work shirt.

I miss you. I really do. I hate that I can't talk to you when I miss you so much. It hurts that I can’t talk to you the way we did in high school. Even though I still have your number, reaching out feels too strange after so many years. What hurts most is knowing I’m the one who pushed you away. I miss my friend ... the one who always had my back and gave me a chance when no one else did. You have changed me for the better. You’ll never read this and I don't have the courage to say all of this to you, but I’m truly grateful for everything you did for me. I deeply regret not being part of your life anymore. I hope you’re doing okay.