Disney World during Christmas: Expectation vs Reality Expectation: singing people, snowing at the parks, everyone going to MK only, parade, happy people everywhere Reality: crowds, everything is expensive, long lines for rides, sick people left and right, you getting sick while at the parks, germs galore

My dream is to be away from people. Just fucking away, not near, don't want to feel their feelings, connect with anyone. Care about their feelings and thoughts. Just to get the fuck away from fake fucking people. I don't belong on Earth, lol. I just don't belong.

My fiancé now took three times to try and propose to me. I failed my praxis exam, so he didn’t propose and couldn’t the other two times

I have been sexting for a whole year to a guy in a 10-year relationship. I do care about her, and even think, karma might get me at some point, but, well, I never had a relationship, I'm in my 40's and never been kissed or felt "loved", and he had helped me to be more confident and to feel noticed. I like him a lot, even if I know he will never be with me, and he lives in another country, so, I'm certain, this is not love, he just likes validation, our relationship is mainly for pleasure and noting else. Also, I do not want him to leave her, or she finding out about it. I just want to have fun, feel desire for someone and let it go, some day...