Read the first sentences of what u just typed and then tell me you actually miss him bc no tf you don’t girl. You don’t deserve a man that has no respect for u, zero loyalty and complete dishonesty. He’s trashy and disgusting. You deserve better 🫶 hold ur head up high <3 there’s sm more to life than a bad relationship trust me. You’ll move on and find someone who loves you unconditionally, it’s just not gonna be him [thank god] you dodged a huge bullet

God, I hate to say this, but it really is true when a man does fall in love with the right woman he will treat her differently than every other woman on earth. I married a woman and I treated her poorly and I cheated on her. We divorced. Then I found another woman who really was the right person for me. Maybe it was cause I was older, but I really think because I am in love. I would never cheat on her. I would never lie to her and I’d treat her like a princess.

Yup, he didn't respect you, took advantage of your charm, cheated, dumped you. Leave him in the rear view mirror.