I (34M) Want to be fucked by a group of men. Like I want to be held down and have my anal virginity taken from me. I want them to degrade me tell me how I am not a man but their fuck toy and how that is all that I ever will be. I want to be used by them with no rest. I want them to unleash my inner thoughts as they take turns using each of my holes. I want to left covered in their cum as I lay there not knowing what I am begging for as they tell me if they see me again it will be like this. All of us knowing I will be back the next day.

I want someone with a dick to piss in my mouth. I want them to piss in my pussy & my ass. I want to be pissed on. But I'm too scared of judgement to ask anyone to do this with me. I want it so bad, especially drinking it. Thinking about it turns me on so much.

i gave in and submitted to an older guy and let him use my mouth. a little backstory, i had tried analplay alone with my hairbrush handle and gave myself a few prostate orgasms. at that time, i was watching a lot of uncut oral creampie videos on 4chan /gif and got really curious. I downloaded grindr and sent pics to a guy who had a nice looking big uncut cock. he was twice my age in his late 40s and i said a lot of shit to him and sent a lot of pictures of my body. i went out and got drunk with friends and he messaged me and offered me a lift. i was drunk it was like 3am and i accepted and got super horny. i got in his car and he pulled over out of the town centre and started touching my legs and my throat and mouth. i sucked on his finger and nodded when he asked me if i was going to be a good boy for him. i played with his cock as he drove to his place and leaned over and tried sucking on his tip a little bit. we got there and he rushed me inside and undressed me. i got on my knees on his bedroom floor and he used my mouth. he finished twice in a row without really taking it out of my mouth. he went soft and didn't stop me and then got hard again. i had drool all down my chin and throat and then he gave me some ket and i sniffed it. i let him fuck me bareback and lay there fucked on the k on my stomach and he pounded away and covered my mouth. i finished hands free into his duvet and lay there until he finished. it felt so fucking good and i got a taxi home. i never saw him again and uninstalled the app the next day but it was soo fucking hot.

I have a strange fantasy. I purchased two lifelike toys online. I have been using the smaller one to masterbate anally while I suck the larger one. I have had the best orgasms ever without even touching my manhood. While I am doing it I have been fantasizing about doing it in front of a woman. I know it sounds weird but the idea of doing it that way really gets me excited. Having a woman watching and talking dirty to me while I do something kinky like that would be a real turn on for me. I doubt that most women would be turned on by watching me do that? I guess I am just weird? I know that I would love to watch a woman do that but I don't know if women are really into seeing such bazaar behavior like that?